Yet another good year,...

I dont know how time had passed -- so quickly..

i enjoyed it quite well...

Its a kind of year of travel for me.. :) have been travelling all through the year..

Again performed on stage - singing, dancing, ramp-walk. An eventful and successful year - in terms of profession as well as personal. The way I maintained my energy levels giving me so much excitement that I was able to make the most of the last year!!!

Got my first full salary as an employee on Jan 1st 2011 in Wipro.

Made my first change of company and joined Pega on 16 Aug 2011.

Did my first biggest purchase ever in December - bangles for mom - 1.6Lakh.

Had my first visit to the Capital City - Delhi.

Had my first journey in Rajdhani Express and Sataabdhi Express trains.

Had my Firstever stage dance performance. on Dec 03 2012

Had my First ever Ramp walk on Dec 03 2012 at Pega Aikya

Had my First ever Visit to TAJ MAHAL - Agra with parents - on 07-08-2011

First time visit to - Delhi, Agra, Madhura, Haridwar, Rishikesh, Wargal, Srisailam - Arkamaha devi, Ratnalayam, Keesaragutta

And Spent my Diwali with Kids at SOS children village - This is a spl day in my life time...

Also had a wonderful journey experience with one my best friends - Harish.

It was a successful and eventful year..

I just loved it!!!!!

Treat her not as wife, but like Life "Partner"

              Both the words may look similar in a man's point of view. But both carry different meanings keeping the Indian marital relationships in view. A wife is often being treated as a subordinate to her husband at home. The subordinateship would go fine if the MAN is IDEAL and flawless. He treats his wife with respect and values her emotions. But, being IDEAL is always seen only in stories. A common observation suggests me those Men not always happy to be committed to only one lady. They want more than that!!!

              Being Life-Partner: Marriage is a ceremony celebrating the SIGN-OFF between two parties (Wife & Husband) that they would share the future life – investment, returns, losses, profits, happiness and sorrow equally with 50% share to each. It’s the Joint Venture or a partnership where emotions are an additional and important part of everything.

            And flirting girls is a common habit for men even after their marriage. It reflects their thought process and their desires. Some may say they are being charm, naughty, and so on to support their view of enjoyment. But, fail to realize what if their wife does the same with men?

           Be a Life-Partner. Give and take with 100% commitment and 50% sharing of responsibilities, fun and your life!!!!

What an Year!!!! I love 2010!!

                      Many flowers blossom and will die... But their beauty if captured in a photograph or in a portray would remain forever.. And Many Years pass by.. But the memories they have deposited in our hearts would last forever. And 2010 -- An unplanned, yet successful; An Unexpected - yet Sweet Year for me. There are loads of sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet memories it shared. It has given me so many pure souls as my pals. Thank You 2010 and Thank You God!!!

Dec 29, 2010 - successfully hosted and conducted - The Fantasia Event (name given by Anandini, Approved by Suneel :) ). Most satisfied for the response of my team for an initiative of mine. And Thanks to Suneel for his lead in communication area. 

Dec 25, 2010: Got a beautiful gift from a new friend Yogesh - Success of Secret Santa Game. But Today oh my god.. I have been to PAAAPIKONDALU in a boat. A wonderful journey in which I have danced for five songs on the stage of the boat we were traveling and I danced when the boat is in middle of River Godavari.

will shooot you out dude.. :) harish must have enjoyed this trip :) and SRK and me - we are at our idiotic best on last day :):) in Khammam bus stand :):)

Dec 12, 2010: what a day this is in my life!!!!!! Its the day when my brother hosted a Live Show in an outdoor location addressing thousands of people. And I am a part of the event!!!!!!!! Its the Indian Idol Sreeram Chandra's Live Concert. Scripting for the program made ready by me and my brother... What a successful show that was. God made us to strike The Gold... AND ME - I SANG bommali song from BILLA movie WITH THE ORIGINAL SINGER - MALAVIKA, a short and cute girl with age less than me but a heart that is more wiser than any around. GOD - I SHARED SCREEN SPACE SINGING THIS SONG  - MY PARENTS WATCHED ME SINGING ON TV - NOT FOR A COMPETITION BUT A PERFORMANCE infront of thousands of Audience!!!!!!!! Thanks To Malavika!!!!

Dec 01, 2010: Became Senior S/W engineer :) :).. and MS(in Software Engg) is added to my Nameplate. :) 

Nov 25 2010 - I missed my age-old friend, my grand father!!! :(... Missed U thaata...

We bought 25cents of land and Parents are now with us(me, vadina and brother - ofcourse Srihasa) with dad getting transfered to our place.. and more happy moments...  

 I had so many joyful moments of my cute little  angel - Srihasa - - The phases when she started to crawl, walk, run, talk and my name is the first three letter word she pronounced.. the fly kisses she gave, the games we played, and the dance we did.... 

only these dates I could remember to list. But Everyday - I spent with my soul - its all beautiful!!! And this year -- I rediscovered myself in my soul.... No meditation, no yoga or nothing. God took me near, nearer and nearer to my soul.... I did  thingsj ust the way I am supposed to....

And At Sahasra: Its very very satisfying year and I have given my best to Sahasra...

I got a very spl friend this year. Our friendship has grown so much that I get worried if I dont feel her presence. We never met, We never saw each other. I dont know where she stays. And finally :):) We dont even know our names... Thanks To God, Thanks To Blogger :) for giving a beautiful friend (beautiful heart!!!!). And I assume my friend to be a girl ( from what I understood in one of the posts ).

I did whatever I want to do.. and I have found few relatives :) during some of my journeys....

 In the big picture of year... I have only :):) except for the one loss that I never expected - demise of my Grand father.. 

May the next year be just like this and bless me with some more sweeeeet memories and no more losses dear god!!!!

Happy New Year My Dear Friends... 

Cheers....

My Clock ... It says a lot!!!!

My clock just stopped as if it is following my heart beat when I could not find you around!!!! But just when I felt a cold wind passing by, Your fragrance gave the sanjeevani to set my heart beating to normal, but this time the clock didn't follow heart beat...its still stopped!!!

When I was walking along the road where I have U in my thoughts always... those thoughts again started to pump my brain out of my head and heart started to beat briskly now... Still the poor clock did not observe the change...

I reached the tree and sat down in the shades of green leaves where I wrote most of my duets with you... That brought a big happy smile in my eyes pushing out fast the deeply hidden tears which further pushed heart into joyful beat....Still the clock was not moved...

When I was staring at the snaps that share our memories, I went back to the days of our times Together... But the clock didn't follow... it is still there where you walked away from me...

Come dear.... come back soon...
Your breathe gives life to the clock....


I know you cannot come back..
But poor heart.... Its still waiting for you there where you left me....

My Heart gave birth to a dead baby.....

Very healthy is my heart...
Very pure it is in its every part
But it gave birth to a dead baby..
In the Love Court..

And I am punished for the death of my own baby.. in the Love Court....

Yes... My blood knows the pain
My eyes learnt to hold the Tear Rain

I am successful in giving birth to Love...
But failed in giving it the Life....

She said she loves me only to Leave me in pain..

Coz, by the time she said she is not mine....

It was a painful night....

It was a painful night....

Yesterday Evening, I was walking on my way to have a Lemon Tea.. I spoke to one of my Best pals over phone - Walk the Talk.. she was not feeling well and I could make it out easily. She was not at her usual idiotic best. As soon as I came to know that she was unwell, I told her to take rest and disconnected the call. But, My mind was still connected to the fact that she was not well. My Usually busy mind was even busy thinking about her. Just then, on the right-hand side pavement of the road, a muslim girl(wearing burqa) was sitting with a small plastic bag in her hand. She was probably of 20 years of age.

I gave a glance at her and came back to my thinking immediately. Infact I didnt stop thinking, just observed that someone was sitting. As soon as I came near by her, she asked something. I could not understand What she was asking. I came out of my world and asked(not with words, but with gestures) to repeat what she was asking. To my astonishment(at that moment, I have no reaction since I was a walking dead man - lost in thoughts), She asked me "Do You have match box?". I could only say no by nodding my head. I was not in a mood to open my mouth and speak something. Just like involuntary reactions, everything happened without my consciousness.

After walking for about 20meters I came to this world and then I realized that she asked for something unusual. Looked behind to check what that girl was doing. A guy on a bike stopped near to her. So, I assumed something that any other youngster would assume and left that place. But, after going for about another 20meters or so, I felt that I should confirm my assumption. So, went back to that place only to find this guy speaking over mobile with someone( my assumption was wrong ..) and that girl had left the place. I started to feel bad and nervous. I walked for about 30minutes around that area in all directions... I regretted that I should have asked "why a girl of that age and stage need a matchbox" - (I found pain in her voice when she asked for a matchbox).

I was totally disturbed and lost. Was totally upset for not asking her a simple question "WHY, WHAT FOR"... Its such a small question, which may not have solved her problem(if she has any), but would have made me feel better at least. I was left in pain for the entire night(till the time I managed to sleep) for my indifferent reaction to her question.

Who Cares For Me..

When the sun sets, when people call it a day
Thats the dawn of my day...

People throw it away and I will collect it on my Way
People call it waste and it decides my Fate

I have no place in school
I have no place in children's park
I have no place in Mom's Laps


Trees and Plants are my Best Friends..
Dogs give me company during my night at work..

People shout at me..
Fate Laughs at me..
But Moon God showers his blessing through His Light..

Yes.. U r right..
I am the Street Boy..

Searching for Care..
Searching for Love..
Searching for Life..
Searching in the Dark for Light.. in my Life..

I found Love - While Searching for Wastes Thrown Away by People..
Its a Boy - a symbol of Love of His Parents..- in the Streets..

Who Cares For Me ..